Spiritual Journey Blog

If you’ve ever felt like: You don't know which way to go Your brain feels foggy You can't feel God's presence This is for you. The issue is that you have too much noise blocking out God's Voice.

Most people don’t struggle to believe God exists. They struggle to notice Him. Not in the big moments—but in the ordinary ones. In the in-between parts of life that feel like nothing is happening at all.

One of the hardest things to untangle in spiritual life is that our feelings don’t always tell us the truth about reality. Feeling distant from God can come from different places. But the cause is not always the absence of God. Often it is the noise around us that drowns out awareness.

Scripture is full of moments where people almost missed God because they were waiting for something bigger. In 1 Kings 19:11–12, Elijah expected God in the wind, the earthquake, and the fire. But God wasn’t in any of them. He was in the whisper. That detail has always felt uncomfortable. Not because it’s unclear—but because it requires attention. A whisper forces you to lean in. And most of us are not leaning in—we are scanning for signs.

There is a quiet struggle that many people of faith never say out loud. We want to feel God. We want to hear Him clearly. We want confirmation that He is near. But most days feel ordinary. No burning bushes. No loud voice from heaven. No unmistakable signs. And so we begin to wonder…“Is God even speaking to me?”

Think of ornamental alliums as the overachievers of the family. Just as the Allium rises above the garden bed to see clearly, God invites us to lift our eyes above the “mental fog” of daily chores, work, and stress. When you stop waiting for the fire and start positioning your “umbel” toward the Son, the silence begins to fill with His generous guidance.